:shock: How has your Friday the 13th gone so far today? Good morning all :wave: Its cold, windy by 50mph, raining, cold, cloudy, and 1-2" snow predicted by tonight. yay.
What's up wit that??!! How dare he not be here for his daily thread!! PFFT to him, he just better not be abscent tonight!
He better have a good excuse....and should be punished accordingly by those that will be with him tonight. :whip:
okay, here's the letter today: I read your blog, and im gonna take a chance and guess its somewhat about me. Tonya, you will always be the love of my life and you are without doubt the biggest mistake I have ever made. I still remember at your wedding when you came up to me and said "Sorry I couldnt wait for you". I dont know if you remember that or not but those words will always be with me the rest of my life. The path you have taken has been a great one. You have a beautiful family now and while I do wish that it was my family, the fact that it isnt is no one's fault but my own. I was scared and too shy back in those days. I dont know why if you think about how much we talked. All it would have took to change my life forever was for me to lean over and kiss you when you took me home from school that one time bc i know i would have woken up to Life and never been able to let you go. You are without doubt one of the most amazingly perfect people i know. I was wrong to have written you that letter because you are happy right now, and it was selfish of me to tell you how i feel just to make myself feel better about finally being able to share my feelings for you. No matter what happens in this crazy thing we call life, my feelings for you will not change. You have two beautiful girls and a husband that loves you. So with that said, we can still be friends and flirt with each other the way we have been because thats all we can have right now. It will be like back in school again with this amazing chemistry between us but at least now we can talk about it openly. And know that no matter what happens I will always be here to hold you if you ever need me. Fate can be cruel sometimes.. we have always had a connection, but when we had a chance to act on it I was a dumbass, and now that i have grown up some, its too late. However, I am still blessed to have you back in my life to talk to... and that alone will make up for it.. for now. That first kiss we finally shared 20ish years after knowing each other is something i still think about every day and it helps me to know that what i want is out there and not to settle for anything less even though I will never find anyone to replace you in my heart, it made me understand what it feels like to be truly happy.
